Yung Indigo

Life has been an everyday struggle.
I’m either happy and motivated, or lost in self-loathing.
I’m either content or completely unhappy.
I either crave love with my whole being or don’t want to be acknowledged by anyone.
I either want attention or to be completely left alone.
There’s days where I think everything is under control,
But most days I’m just a fucking mess on the inside.
I don’t know how to fix myself.
And I’m not happy about it.